Awkwardness

If my eyes meet his
Will the feelings show?
After so many years
I do still think of him
Understanding that us
Is Just a fallasy
Something that only lives in the past
Passion remains though
Connections never severed
Cant forget how right
Him & I felt
Mesmorized was I
Not just by the sex
But by somebody so much like me
Maybe it was just because you were the first
I let inside me in so many ways
Must be overated indeed